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Monday, September 02, 2013
[Reminiscence..]
Missed you guys a lot, really a lot...!!! Some people that i really care for and we had not met for super long period of time.
To my black societies:
It's been about a year since we last met and
months to our last messages.
How had you guys been?
When will we meet again?
Are you guys coping well?
Are you guys happy?
I miss the care you guys gave to me (the maknae).
Seriously,
I love how the 4 OF US can get so close TOGETHER.
- Amelia: Met this woman in TKD at the age of... 11.
Met her again during poly year 1, day 1. We said that we shall go to school and back home together, and we really did it for that 3 years! In charge of playing with me. We always watch SYTYCD on our way to and fro school. When we had any problems, we talked things out and solved it. We never leave things unsaid.
- Erlina: 2 years older than me,
always calling me 'Xan'. In charge of taking care of me. The first person who comfort me with a tight hug. Feel safe with her.
- Ying: A year older. Soft-spoken yet having those times
whereby she laughed and talked loudly. When i'm down, she will tune down and stayed by my side quietly. Compared with Erlina and Amelia, she's a silence and passive carer. 
Catherine:
Same for you, our last meet was monthssssssss ago.
Hope we can really meet this coming week. (please...~)
People just don't understand and in fact,
some were shocked that we are still close without a single bit of communication.
Recently you sent me a letter.
It really brought memories back.
How we meet,
how we became close,
how we trained TKD and study together.
I always believe and have the faith in you
that we are still as close.
It's further proven when i read the last sentence of the letter.
We had the same mindset.
What brought us so close and still close?
TRUST.
knowing what i'm thinking even before i open my mouth.
I admit that i'm definitely one of the hardest person to get along with in the world.
Love to hide my feelings,
yet leaking out bits and pieces with my default 'cold' look.
You guys know what's my likes and dislikes.
Gave me the silence and attention adequately and at the right time.
Had been taking the role of taking care of others, start to feel tired already. It's only with you guys that i felt i'm being treated as a younger sister.
Monday, September 02, 2013
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