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She believe that as long as you're working in the same ward, there's no way you guys can be close friends. I objected! Then she ask, 'What if one day you found out that your best friend did something wrong that cause harm to the patient, what will you do?' She believe that as long as we are working in the same place, we will tend to have argument. I told her that all these can be prevented. And the topic goes on and on... So... we can't have colleagues as close friends? Received sir's call today telling me what's going on now. He thinks that i have the right to know and doesn't want me to feel heartache and sad when i know it myself. Plus, he thinks that i'm avoiding him too. Well... I appreciate. Then he told me about 2 boys that's giving him headache, told him i already foresee all these are going to happen, hope he can give and take. Can't tell him straight that he's changing, but just want him to spare a thought for his students, listen to what his students wants. And about his so-called punishment, hope he can reconsider. Don't want him to lose anymore students. Sometimes the best punishment is forgive and forget, give in. Told him that what he's lack of is a proper communication and understanding. Whether how much that boy once hurt me, to me... I still sees the good in him. Not long ago, he just tweet me to apologize for not doing well and letting me down. Honestly speaking, i know i don't deserve it. I'm really touched by his act. Everyone has their own ways of dealing with things. No one has the right to say who's right or wrong, only each individual knows it the best. Then if you know you're in the wrong, apologize and start afresh. That's it, case close. Don't help yourself find 101 reasons for doing the wrong things, just 1 reason needed to accept that you're at wrong. I think i had left NYPTKD for a long time, the members probably don't need me anymore. Just hope they're doing well. That's all i can do for them. Tuesday, November 27, 2012 Saturday, November 24, 2012 Had been really patience with the facial, but it just got no improvement and seems to be even worst! WASTED so much of my money and now... Yesterday, finally SM Town!!! But the whole day was really terrible, was said to be the worst mosh. Queued at the line that's not official, so the day started without even washing the face and have to squeeze through people to get into the line. After squeezing through, couldn't get C1! The C1 tagging just stopped right in front of me cause they run out of tag! When i got a spot to seat when queueing, people just got to walk pass from my side. So with the heavy backpack and shoe bag on my lap, i still have to give way. Then with lots of shifting and squeezing i finally getting in but here comes the heavy thunderstorm. Till it finally stopped, but i was too tired and shagged to enjoy the concert, with aches on my feet. And when we all thought the concert can run smoothly, it started to rain again towards the end. I was all wet and worst still, i'm having period! I totally feel like dying. Moreover I just don't like the feeling of getting my hair and clothes wet... It just feel so dirty. So my first mosh experience is just terrible. OH ya! Phone and Itouch got wet and now, my phone was told that it can't be repaired because it's bought online. Please please please... Let my korea trip be an enjoyable and memorable one! Had been getting bad results/ outcome from those that i spent lots of money on. Saturday, November 24, 2012 Tuesday, November 20, 2012 3 days to SM Town, about 18 days to Korea. I'm so excited! And after that, i'm going to be really poor. Haha.. :( It's really not about if you like it or not. It don't work one-sided. Don't only go by your feelings. Remember i once ask why did you like. Same for this time, please... not only your feeling, but with reasons. And. She's really too good, too kind, too perfect. Tuesday, November 20, 2012 Saturday, November 17, 2012 Pol-ite day 1.. Pomsae competition. Was really afraid that I can't officiate well. Glad I was given the chance to officiate this time and not being outcast. Was really feeling the heart pain when I see them lost balance. Really. I know they must be feeling really bad at that point, but I don't dare to approach, don't know how to. Really hope qiao won't give up. :( Was a really tiring day today, though I don't know why. Cause what I did was just to sit and move my right hand to gve points. Accompanied ma'am to eat because she sounded angry over the phone. Then winnie.. my intention was just to accompany her, because I feel its pitiful enough to work till so late without dinner. But when i thought i couldn't make it, i suggested someone thinking he may need a companion too. (Because i thought he was emo-ing) Then someone just have to add sacarstic remarks. Had been really kind on my words nowadays on 'you'. Yet you just can't stop saying things that can be hurtful. I don't usually take initiative to care for guys yet I did for 'you'. You ask why I sounded less angsty? That's because I know that's the more appropriate approach to someone who's tired. Maybe I should just continue to just mind my own business.. Saturday, November 17, 2012 Monday, November 12, 2012 Guess it's going to be a reflection post again... Finally! Catherine came to my house again.. We played almost for the whole day - Mahjong. Then she have to go back because of work =( Was shy about my outfit (Polo Tee+FBT shorts+slipper+hairband). Super weird combination. At the interchange while waiting for her bus, she was on the phone with her <3 font="font"> So i spent that time thinking, 'Why do i have to take people's remarks so seriously, even the strangers' Since we can't pleased everyone in anyway, does all that still matters? Because even the prettiest, richest, tallest or most perfect person in the world can have rivals... So in that sense, 'all that' (ugly,short,full of pimples) doesn't and shouldn't matters anymore. But i guess, because 'all that' are getting from bad to worse, that's why it still matters a little cause I'm afraid even my friends will mind. Then again, there's no friendship that can last forever i guess. We may be the best of friends, but the next minute may just becomes rivals. I think for me, Catherine and the black societies had becomes my dearest friends. Because i dare to show my bare face to Catherine just now, to me it's kind of big deal. Luckily she's not frighten by me. So.. Ya. Be simple. Be positive. Simple for not wanting for more, be satisfied with what i already have. No scheming. Positive for being nice, no badmouthing, no backstabbing, no bad-tempered. Just 4 words, but it's not easy. Monday, November 12, 2012	Yours Truly Xanthe Lin Huixian Leo Female, 22 Staff Nurse Puzzle-lover Potato-lover Finds it difficult to start conversation with a newly-made friend aka stranger. Usual 1st impression by others: "Dao", arrogance, fierce, cool So if you're able to see the other side of me as 1st impression, lucky you! Blogging habit/ choice of words' color: Red[Extremely happy/ excitement] Pink[happy], purple[unhappy], blue/black[Upset] I want I WANT I WANT Clothes Puzzles Shoes 'HIM' :) Watch I hate I haTE I HATE Vulgarities! Smoker