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Sunday, October 14, 2012
Yeah.. Yup. I don't know you at all, i'm not surprise about that. If i could say that i don't even know myself, who am i to tell others that i know them. That's also why i don't trust anyone 100%. Then again, if you could take that one sentence and say it repeatedly, it just means you don't know me well too. So it's a draw now. You'd been explaining about yourself, shall i clarify myself too. Saw my sketch book and flip to the 'horoscope' page. You're leo too~ No wonder right? Both with at least a 'ego' character. You may thought that you are always giving way to me, guess you won't discover the time when your ego or even superego shows. I remembered it was me who likes to joke with you, 'suan' you. And when i become more serious, you become more comfortable, it's the other way round. I shall give you a period of time to praise about yourself and 'disturb' me. So it's fair to you. Not that i can't take jokes, but joke that is being used again and again irritates me. You do remember me saying keeping that comfortable distance so it won't cause misunderstanding, don't you? I'm show that i'm upset with things when i feel it's getting out of the 'friend-zone'. And hope my anger can stop that person from getting out again. So it can prevent that person from being hurt deeper in future. Sometimes i just keep quiet when i'm upset or felt offended because those 'expectations' are out of the 'friend-zone'. So i won't blame that person for that. So to those who wants to be friends with me, i'm a weirdo! Easy to know, but hard to understand. Easily upset/ angry but definitely with my reason. Probably have OCPD, likes to do things in that standard routine, so it's a taboo to change me. Hate plans got changed. If you think you can't take all this, then i suggest let's just be 'hi-bye' friend. Don't try dragging me out of my world, expecting me to know you and understand you because after 20+yrs, i still don't know myself well enough. I like my world, though a bit dark but i just can't handle too much changes at a time.
Sunday, October 14, 2012
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Yours Truly
Xanthe Lin Huixian
Leo Female, 22 Staff Nurse Puzzle-lover Potato-lover Finds it difficult to start conversation with a newly-made friend aka stranger. Usual 1st impression by others: "Dao", arrogance, fierce, cool So if you're able to see the other side of me as 1st impression, lucky you! Blogging habit/ choice of words' color: Red[Extremely happy/ excitement] Pink[happy], purple[unhappy], blue/black[Upset] I want I WANT I WANT
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