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The old me is really coming back, went round and round the same place to see if i should buy or not. Die! I don't think i have that much time to go around in Korea... Will i come back with the same things in the luggage or with additional luggage?! Shall see how~ Had been thinking what i want to do in the future after attending the townhall previously. If there's no changes, then my life is really boring! Shall i continue my photography dream? Or go into full-time TKD... Can anyone give me some suggestions? <--- comment board had been left empty for a very long time. So yup, feel free to write something =D Sunday, October 28, 2012 Friday, October 26, 2012 '一个想让人变得更好的优点' --- How i wish i have that and meet someone like that. Because i want to be someone nicer. Good-tempered, helpful, polite and humble... Less spendthrift.. Friday, October 26, 2012 Tuesday, October 23, 2012 讨厌人太累了。。 And it's really my fault, didn't i think so initially? How can I end up hating him. There's not what a '仁' should be. Feel that I have the need to apologise to him but I guess not now. Let's nature take its path, let's nature take back its path. Hope you two can be happy again. Then again, to those who like to spread rumors to hurt others, i think it's really time to stop. Because really, no one is perfect, are you? If that person does things wrongly, tell him/ her. Give them a chance to change. Sometimes, that person himself/ herself may not know that he/ she has does things in a wrong way. And, who are we to judge if others are doing the right thing. Unless, it's 杀人放火, those that are obviously incorrect. Recently, had been disliking a colleague regarding annual leave. Felt that though there's balloting system to make things fair, but what if she got both? Then her countryman can't go back to visit and celebrate new year with their families. Isn't it unfair? Then again, who am i to say if it's fair or not. It's none of my business.. Hai, busybody again. There's so much for me to change still. When can i become a better person. Tuesday, October 23, 2012 Friday, October 19, 2012 Hey you, yes that's right! Yes, it's your rights to say about others be it good or bad. But why say things that's not true to put people down. Worst if you're those talking behind people' back. Have that person did something wrong that cause harm to you? No one is perfect, you can let that person know about what he/ she has done wrong but don't create a sin that he/ she didn't commit to. Look in the mirror, are you that good? Do you know that person that well, or you're saying based on what you hear from others. Even the person whom passed the message can be fake too. Don't take others' life as a topic to laugh and talk about. Don't be a plastic, if you really don't like that person, don't act as though you guys are fine. Isn't what you're doing worse? If you can act in front of this person, it will become a habit. One day you will even cheat on your close friend. It's our choice to make things better, why be the one to influence others or start things badly. What goes around comes around, if that person does wrongly, he or she will have to face it, you don't have to 'advertise' for them. Cause by doing so, you will get yours too. Don't be stupid. Friday, October 19, 2012 Sunday, October 14, 2012 Yeah.. Yup. I don't know you at all, i'm not surprise about that. If i could say that i don't even know myself, who am i to tell others that i know them. That's also why i don't trust anyone 100%. Then again, if you could take that one sentence and say it repeatedly, it just means you don't know me well too. So it's a draw now. You'd been explaining about yourself, shall i clarify myself too. Saw my sketch book and flip to the 'horoscope' page. You're leo too~ No wonder right? Both with at least a 'ego' character. You may thought that you are always giving way to me, guess you won't discover the time when your ego or even superego shows. I remembered it was me who likes to joke with you, 'suan' you. And when i become more serious, you become more comfortable, it's the other way round. I shall give you a period of time to praise about yourself and 'disturb' me. So it's fair to you. Not that i can't take jokes, but joke that is being used again and again irritates me. You do remember me saying keeping that comfortable distance so it won't cause misunderstanding, don't you? I'm show that i'm upset with things when i feel it's getting out of the 'friend-zone'. And hope my anger can stop that person from getting out again. So it can prevent that person from being hurt deeper in future. Sometimes i just keep quiet when i'm upset or felt offended because those 'expectations' are out of the 'friend-zone'. So i won't blame that person for that. So to those who wants to be friends with me, i'm a weirdo! Easy to know, but hard to understand. Easily upset/ angry but definitely with my reason. Probably have OCPD, likes to do things in that standard routine, so it's a taboo to change me. Hate plans got changed. If you think you can't take all this, then i suggest let's just be 'hi-bye' friend. Don't try dragging me out of my world, expecting me to know you and understand you because after 20+yrs, i still don't know myself well enough. I like my world, though a bit dark but i just can't handle too much changes at a time. Sunday, October 14, 2012 Saturday, October 13, 2012 I'm not sure if you can even recall but that's not your first time doing it. It's not the problem about you able to see it or not. It's abut breaching privacy. I'm not sure to you how close are we now, but definitely not till that extend. And I know you're probably so super rich now, but that's really not my business. If you feel like laughing/ mocking when i start thinking twice on what i want to buy then go ahead. Oh ya, you'd been doing it. Though i maybe super poor now but i finally remember how i used to save when i'm still schooling, remember that how i used to even call my mum to inform her that i'm withdrawing money to top-up ez-link card. I training that kind of me, that kind of self-discipline girl back. Do you have any problem? Saturday, October 13, 2012 Thursday, October 04, 2012 Hihi... End of National Kyorugi Tournament. Was defeated 3-31 by a National player. Can't give excuses like; not enough time for training, injured, she's too good. The fact is she's really good and i'm really bad. The only thing i can praise about myself is the courage i had to participate. Though aftermath a friend came up to me and ask why am i participating and i shouldn't be controlled by him. 'You should know who's your opponent, have you ever though how are your juniors going to think about you?' Honestly, i just want to gain that experience. And because of that simple reason, i brought shame more than courage to my club i guess. Heard her saying, 'I really feel shiok when able to kick the head.' And seeing how excited she was when describing to me how she kicked her opponents' head. I was thinking, 'How many more team mates thinking the same way? Is kicking opponent's head their only goal for learning taekwondo?' Was kind of more relieved from what had happen previously but worried at the same time. Was upset to lose a friend too. Yes, i admit i had been wanting and encouraging him to patch back with her. But if what he told me are true, i'm really worried for her. I can only wish and hope that she will love him and they stays together forever. It maybe not a steady start the first time, but at least it wasn't that wrong. If what he said was true, the second start will definitely be wrong, not acceptable and more hurting for her. I don't think she's going to treat me as 'mader' after the first break, but as a friend, I'm giving the last warning and that's only thing i can do. You deserve a better man. That's all. Bye. Thursday, October 04, 2012	Yours Truly Xanthe Lin Huixian Leo Female, 22 Staff Nurse Puzzle-lover Potato-lover Finds it difficult to start conversation with a newly-made friend aka stranger. Usual 1st impression by others: "Dao", arrogance, fierce, cool So if you're able to see the other side of me as 1st impression, lucky you! Blogging habit/ choice of words' color: Red[Extremely happy/ excitement] Pink[happy], purple[unhappy], blue/black[Upset] I want I WANT I WANT Clothes Puzzles Shoes 'HIM' :) Watch I hate I haTE I HATE Vulgarities! Smoker