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Friday, January 06, 2012
Hihi... Went for training today. Haiiii~ At first, was happy when Ryan *wave* at me. Cause i don't remember him *waving* so happy at me before. As always, the weird me convey message differently, and complicatedly. First thing that i think, 'Wow. He'd matured!' Then why moving the mat. Someone said 'you must say _____'. I felt hurt. Why... Why had you changed so much? Or i had never know you before? Then quietly, brought the things up to training ground, put the mats, changed into dobok, sat down alone quietly... Thinking~ I'm here to train or what? Why must i get so affected by what people say? Why should i care? Then i wanted to care about myself. But with my 'default look', I look emo. And became abit attention seeking. So i smile and enjoy the training. I train on my poomsae, get HuiRu to correct me. Practice and practice. I don't know why, but i'm afraid to talk more or correct people. I don't understand why things seems so complicated? The atmosphere was just so weird! I write here openly not to want to challenge anyone. If i had say or do anything wrong, just come and tell me. I won't know if you guys just keep things to yourselves. I had tried to be nice to everyone. I go around correcting people with only one thought, i hope and wish you guys succeed. Not that i want to boost that i know everything. I always say i'm just sharing what i learn. Why will there be people who think otherwise. Even when my dauder injured herself, i took so much courage to approach her when usually i just rush forward. I had to secretly go to her so no one or less people saw me. That's all. I don't know what to say. Bye.
Friday, January 06, 2012
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Xanthe Lin Huixian
Leo Female, 22 Staff Nurse Puzzle-lover Potato-lover Finds it difficult to start conversation with a newly-made friend aka stranger. Usual 1st impression by others: "Dao", arrogance, fierce, cool So if you're able to see the other side of me as 1st impression, lucky you! Blogging habit/ choice of words' color: Red[Extremely happy/ excitement] Pink[happy], purple[unhappy], blue/black[Upset] I want I WANT I WANT
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