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Monday, January 16, 2012
Hihi.. It's the annual Pol-ite. Heard my babies didn't do that well for their poomsae. Which only reflect that i didn't get their basic well. First and only to blame is me. Then it was Sparring. I was touched/ anxious/excited about few matches. 1) Ryan: Finally got his gold. I love the sentence he said, ' I finally broke my record!' 2) HuiRu: Because she's always the Ms Nice Girl, soft and kind hearted. But i see her doing a head kick again... Really happy for her. 3) Elaine: Nervous, first time, never hear her opponent's name before, etc. Yet she had a good fight! 4) Lao Da: Though she injured her left leg. But she bravely use it to hit her opponent's head. But one thing i don't like, she didn't eat. Seriously worried for Lao Da and QiaoEr. Why are they constantly throwing out every training? Why aren't they hungry and surviving with only a meal a day? They'll get anaemia and malnourish one day! With such weak body, how are they going to win? Even if they win, they're just spoiling their own body. Lao Da.. Do you know why you always get out of breath? I believe you're slightly anaemic. And that's why you doesn't have enough Red Blood Cells to carry oxygen around your body. And for myself. I can say none of the girls will lose me at the rate of my training. No improvement, yet de-proving. HOW! How am i going to participate in the tournament 3 months later? Can i just start from white belt again? Hai~ That's all. Bye~
Monday, January 16, 2012
Friday, January 06, 2012
Hihi... Went for training today. Haiiii~ At first, was happy when Ryan *wave* at me. Cause i don't remember him *waving* so happy at me before. As always, the weird me convey message differently, and complicatedly. First thing that i think, 'Wow. He'd matured!' Then why moving the mat. Someone said 'you must say _____'. I felt hurt. Why... Why had you changed so much? Or i had never know you before? Then quietly, brought the things up to training ground, put the mats, changed into dobok, sat down alone quietly... Thinking~ I'm here to train or what? Why must i get so affected by what people say? Why should i care? Then i wanted to care about myself. But with my 'default look', I look emo. And became abit attention seeking. So i smile and enjoy the training. I train on my poomsae, get HuiRu to correct me. Practice and practice. I don't know why, but i'm afraid to talk more or correct people. I don't understand why things seems so complicated? The atmosphere was just so weird! I write here openly not to want to challenge anyone. If i had say or do anything wrong, just come and tell me. I won't know if you guys just keep things to yourselves. I had tried to be nice to everyone. I go around correcting people with only one thought, i hope and wish you guys succeed. Not that i want to boost that i know everything. I always say i'm just sharing what i learn. Why will there be people who think otherwise. Even when my dauder injured herself, i took so much courage to approach her when usually i just rush forward. I had to secretly go to her so no one or less people saw me. That's all. I don't know what to say. Bye.
Friday, January 06, 2012
Sunday, January 01, 2012
Hihi... It's 2012!!! I think it's the 2nd time i count down in the ward with my patients! I had made 2 close friend and 1 new friend. 2011 wasn't really a bad year, but an emotional year. Had been crying a lot. Deeply hurt by the one i thought i'm closed with. Had friends who never failed to console me at the right time. Black society and Ting Darling never forgets to leave me a message, knowing that i'm proactive. Have a new batch of kids in NYPTKD, but not so close. See potential fighter leave even before their talents are showed. Decided not to be so naive. Whatever it had happened, i want to let go and forget about them. New year... Hope my family is as healthy and safe. Our relationship still as close. NYPTKD can be more unite. Cause lately, i found out that the club seems to be breaking apart. Unite in the groups not as one, which i really don't understand why. A place that make me want to continue TKD because of the bond suddenly become... A place i'm afraid to step into. A place where i'm afraid to interfere with anything. A place where politics seems to be more than my workplace. Keeping more quiet and secretly hope everything will be okay. But i know if their misunderstandings still there, nothing is going to improve. I think Humble and Respect are one of the factors. People should understand, yes, taekwondo about skills and all that. But it also cultivate good values. Respect for each other. Be humble. Without these, you can't go far. Belt level don't really matter that much to me. So what if i'm a Dan2, i'm still learning to be a better person. So what if you'd won lots of gold, without good values, you're just a 'low-grade' person. True, people may adore you, but not for long. Hai. I really hope things got better.' And my friends...
Sunday, January 01, 2012
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Xanthe Lin Huixian
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