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Saturday, June 18, 2011

I'd really tried my best to forget, but i really can't.
I dreamt of them when i sleep, recall the words when i'm awake.
People who cares for me at work kept making me to recall when they ask;
"What happened? You fought with your boyfriend? Your friends bully you? They left you alone? Nurse manager even want to interrogate me.
Then i had SMSes even from people who usually don't message me, but it's just too late. It only makes me cry more when i read them.
Yes, i'm maybe able to forgive, but i can't forget. I CAN'T...
And "Sorry" to be is just an english word with no meaning now.
I'm not trying be gain empathy here nor trying to make a molehill [maybe to others] to a mountain, but i really can't take it.
It's just hurt me too deeply.
I'm already someone who's sensitive to small matter, you can't expect me to feel okay when something like this happen. It's just more than what i can take.
Please don't force me to forget because i will only remembers it more deeply.
Now i only hope my parents won't see through, if not... It's just another round of tearing session.
I kept asking those people in the heaven. What did i do wrong this time, why am i getting all these.
One of patient told me today "Thanks for helping me, god bless you... Always~"
I replied, "Always?!"
Now i feel like telling that god, can you bless me by bringing me with you? Why did i get home safely...

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Yours Truly
Xanthe Lin Huixian
Leo
Female, 22
Staff Nurse
Puzzle-lover
Potato-lover
Finds it difficult to start conversation with a newly-made friend aka stranger.
Usual 1st impression by others: "Dao", arrogance, fierce, cool
So if you're able to see the other side of me as 1st impression, lucky you!
Blogging habit/ choice of words' color: Red[Extremely happy/ excitement]
Pink[happy], purple[unhappy], blue/black[Upset]


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