Tagboard




darLINKS
SIS ZANNE
SIS LINGO
QiaoEr
Lao Da
=yinyuan=
HUICHI
JASMINE
SARAH
VINCENT
MARCUS
WEIYI
'BF'
Mariam
Jing Sheng
Joey
RABIA
Blythe.SuEe
LEESA
senior meifen
ZHANG ZIYI


Archives
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
September 2009
November 2009
December 2009
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011
December 2011
January 2012
March 2012
May 2012
July 2012
August 2012
October 2012
November 2012
December 2012
January 2013
February 2013
April 2013
May 2013
June 2013
July 2013
August 2013
September 2013
Friday, December 31, 2010

Hihi...

Decide to have a last post on 31.12.10 before i go for work.
And totally no secret.
During this year of 2010:
1) Graduate from poly and started working in adult's world.
2) Broke with first boyfriend and second boyfriend:
Yinyuan and Zante.
Of both, discover that YY may know me the best,
and owe Zante the most.
3) Once treasure friendship deeply and decide to let it go because of one person:
Catherine Ong...
And felt that this person changes alot!
4) Thanks to the current job:
Nursing...
seen more different kinds of people.
5) Had 3 children:
Lao Da, Qiao Er and Elaine.
Though Lao Da and Qiao Er is a twin,
sometimes i feel their character is kind of very different.
At first i thought Lao Da doesn't like me at all,
but she approached me the most.
Qiao Er becomes more quiet.
They fell sick during the recent camp,
and i felt the anxiousness to let them have ample rest.
Perhaps people can only feel this,
not by "verbal" acknowledgement,
but also treat them sincerely.
Elaine is the most incident-prone among them,
and therefore always look out for her secretly.
6) Had a few more "boyfriends":
Joey Ong Hwee Ju & Sarniyah...
Whom both gave me a support just at the right time when i'm about to collapse.
And discover...
"Hey, is that call friendship?"
Joey simply quietly support me while Sarniyah was always by my side when i'm crying.
7) Had a scandal:
Hannah Lian...
Just someone whom i enjoy talking to, and crap our nonsense together.
8) Had a few saviors when working:
Catherine Loo, Mereena, Khai Lee and Yan Li...
Catherine Loo bullies me the most, but at the back of that, i saw the helpful "pang zi"! Haha~
Mereena maybe the only one who will never backstab others.
Though Khai Lee sometimes ignore people totally, but she helps just at the right time!
Sarniyah's preceptor, Yan Li, the preceptor who taught her preceptee to not trust anyone.
9) Had a "mummy":
Tam Fong Chneg...
Though it's only one-sided. But i will never forget that when i'm sick, she hand a bottle of herbal tea in front of me. Though it can be nothing to her, but you know, i'm touched =)
10) Someone who entertain me by chats:
Eric and Clinton...
Eric just quietly let me bully him. Sometimes i think he should just fight back for his right, especially towards the club members.
Clinton actually make me talk about my past. And for someone we hardly talk, he's just observant enough to notice alot.
11) Not forget Black societies and Ting Darling...
Ting Darling: the one who i really see that she tries very hard to put friendship together.
Erlina: Still the Da jie i will look for shelter.
Ah shou: No matter how long we didn't contact each other, our conversation will always be there.
Ying: To me, she's still the one quietly observing us, support us when she thinks she should.

To me,
I'm thankful to have all the people above and of course,
my family ...!
My parents who never fails to prepare my breakfast,
Lingo who scold all the people who bullies me,
and Zanne who walk towards me with a hug when she saw i'm crying.

That's all,
shall stop here,
else i'll have red eyes...
Still have to work.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
BYE 2010!


Friday, December 31, 2010

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Hihi...

Went training today [10.12.10].
Took the class for a jog and warm-up exercise.
Enjoyed the training...

Had a chat with "old man".
Didn't know i can talk so much!
Not a bad way to end my day though/ start my day... --> Looking at the time [0330hrs]

Glad to make people happy...
I think if everybody can stop thinking of ways to upset others,
and instead,
do/ say something to make others happy,
i think it's more meaningful.
But of course,
you have to mean what you say,
and say what you mean.

That's all!
Bye =)

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Thursday, December 09, 2010

Hihi...

1) I'm sick and tired of lying by saying...
"okok", "like that lor"...
So what you guys want to know,
i'll say...
I'm single now..
Happy?!
Sometimes i understand it's out of care and concern when you ask "how you and him?"
But it's really irritating if it's too much.
I really don't understand why a couple needs to report to you when they're in a relationship.
Worse when you lecture them if you doesn't like him/her.
Like maybe even their parents doesn't care about it.

2) Then after going the NCAP,
I think maybe i'd like refereeing more.
Because i need to write 8 pages of lesson plan.
to me,
that's insane!!
So i had my AL for this...
Hai...
But for once,
i agree with Sir...
As in to be a coach or referee,
because i know i'm not the fighter kind.
So must as well participate as a coach or referee...

3) You finally gave up too?
Like i say,
i really don't think anything is everlasting.
So..
Ya.
Cheers to loner...!

Bye.

Thursday, December 09, 2010

Saturday, December 04, 2010

Hihi....
Got to know there's a small increase in the number of readers reading my blog.
Is that a good thing?
Means more people will know about my secrets...
*Opps* =P.
One of them is Joey,
my boyfriend/girlfriend [please make up your mind]
who claims that she reads it because she felt that emotional connections with me..
Actually i do feel happy and honored to have friends coming to me,
saying they feel the bonding between us getting stronger,
that emotional connections and etc.
But i think i have to warn them,
somehow,
i can't last...
Cause i'll feel tired...
Probably too much giving..
Especially when working,
not only to colleagues,
but also to boss and patients.
So ya...
Sorry about it.

Anyway,
i finally getting my AL,
like 99.9% confirmed,
but maybe called back like anytime.
Feel like nurse on-call.

Also,
starting of my coach course,
every saturday and sunday.
Studying again...

Should say i'm feel better mentally and spiritually after all the bad encounters in ward.
Must recover fully before i start work again.
Want to be "error-free" as much as possible.

My DVD is finally here,
just in time to fill my AL.

That's all i guess.
Bye!


Saturday, December 04, 2010

Yours Truly
Xanthe Lin Huixian
Leo
Female, 22
Staff Nurse
Puzzle-lover
Potato-lover
Finds it difficult to start conversation with a newly-made friend aka stranger.
Usual 1st impression by others: "Dao", arrogance, fierce, cool
So if you're able to see the other side of me as 1st impression, lucky you!
Blogging habit/ choice of words' color: Red[Extremely happy/ excitement]
Pink[happy], purple[unhappy], blue/black[Upset]


I want I WANT I WANT
Clothes
Puzzles
Shoes
'HIM' :)
Watch

I hate I haTE I HATE
Vulgarities!
Smoker