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Monday, November 22, 2010
Hihi... Yeah... "is so happy today..." And i just lied. Cried for the don't know how many times. Which i'm not suppose to do so as a promise to myself. But it's just so hard if i'm in this ward. I HATE THIS WARD TO THE MAX! Having a preceptor who don't really teach other than the competency checklist, which is what she suppose/ must go through. Even some Staff Nurses tell me i'm not going to learn anything much from her. The feeling of being "confirmed" is no different with being with her. Kept laughing and joking, when i'm trying so hard to pass the report, making sure that i don't miss out anything. Being sarcastic when i pass wrong thing, I thought you should feel embarrassed that you had not taught me well leading to me being so incompetent?! I'm starting to dislike her so much, that i'm getting quite happy when i don't have to work with her. I don't mind when she ask me seriously why am i not doing my work properly. Why am i passing incomplete work to her. At least when she does that, i know that's what i should face when i don't do things properly. And having a friend who you rely so much, actually joke together, that's "true friend"! Though when Loo ask me what happen, i push everything to her, instead of saying "it hurts more when your friend did that". How on earth can i still say, "R continue joking despite S keep saying she's sarcastic, asking her to stop it." How on earth can i make myself say the good things about you even when i'm angry with you. You may feel i'm being unreasonable when i don't talk to you when R is at fault. But do you know to me, having a friend doing that is worse?! I don't need you to speak for me, but at least help me by keeping silent. It's not that i can't take joke, but at least not at the time when i'm so stress up to make sure i pass everything properly. In the end, i'm still taking friendship so seriously. I think with this, i can forget about what you call, A FRIEND. That's all. Bye.
Monday, November 22, 2010
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Yours Truly
Xanthe Lin Huixian
Leo Female, 22 Staff Nurse Puzzle-lover Potato-lover Finds it difficult to start conversation with a newly-made friend aka stranger. Usual 1st impression by others: "Dao", arrogance, fierce, cool So if you're able to see the other side of me as 1st impression, lucky you! Blogging habit/ choice of words' color: Red[Extremely happy/ excitement] Pink[happy], purple[unhappy], blue/black[Upset] I want I WANT I WANT
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