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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Hihi..
Bad days hasn't gone for me in the ward.

Really bad!
At first,
they were so envy of me for having her.
But hey,
now you guys see for yourselves right!
I'm suffering like nobody's business...
Having such unreasonable _____,
scold people before getting things right.
So in this ward,
you can't take MC,
can't put your hand on your waist EVEN when your back hurts like mad.
When you get emotional,
instead of comforting that person [or at least leave her alone to emo.],
they say things that hurt you further.
How i wish to tell her straight,
but i can't...
How i wish to tell her "i just can't smile and talk to you,
because i just can't be plastic!"
How i wish to tell her "actually i'm only not smiling/ talking to you.
I am not showing attitude to the other staff."
How i wish to tell her "why aren't you supporting me when someone accuse me,
and instead showing me black face as though i really did that."
Today,
i was kind of "force" to smile,
and i did!
And will be doing that from today onwards.
It just add on to the days of having that "allergic reaction".
Just one more day and i won't see her for 4 days.
Plastic right?
I will show you!

Bye.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

Hihi..

Just a short post..

In few months time,
i will lose 2 newly made collegues who are turning into friends.
I hate that feeling!
Saying "bye" to a friend whom you will not see him/her for long time,
or even forever...
That's why i doesn't want to meet new friends...
Hate it!

Bye.

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

Hihi...

Sunday [04.07.10]
Grading for all my kids..

Think they did really great!
Was very impressed with Miao Ying and Miao Qiao's performance..
Especially when Ying managed to do the horse stance...
Kids,
BRAVO!!!
Went for "makan session" after the grading,
manage to eat a little cause need to rush off to a Staff's house warming..

Cab to SN Yanli's house...
Actually never really do much there,

Really cannot tahan Ms Lim,
so BAD!!!
Even a child she also can laugh at her!!!
She even taught Nadiah how to play mahjiong!
If i were to describe Ms Lian,
that will be,
"A wicked girl who always make fun of people"
Then talk to Ms Lian and got emotinal..

Kind of don't like that kind of me,
cry baby...
Then continue the chatting session with Ms Lian after house warming..
Really appreciate it!
Cause it'd been sometime since i last having such talking session.
Hope she don't get irritated..

Today [05.07.10]
First afternoon shift in this ward,
and was the first time it's so ....
BUSY!!!
And never had so many FEBRILE patient in a shift...
Only manage to grab some food at 1930hrs,
where the shift is almost finishing...
Nearly became bed 7's private nurse...
Haha~
Actually i felt abit useless,
doing nothing in her room while others are busy with work..
Hope tomorrow can share this feeling with Nadiah..
hahaha~

That's all.
Bye.

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

Friday, July 02, 2010

Hihi...

Work today,
that patient "touches" me once again!!!
Everyone knows how cute she was,
but i always see the sentimental side of her..
With only a split second needed after seeing her son back from taiwan,
i saw them teared!!

Tuesday wasn't that bad if i were to compare with today!
What's wrong with the staff today?!
I'm always curious to ask,
"Why you people discriminating the new staff?
Aren't you guys new before?"
Of course we want to learn,
but with this kind of environment, .....
"You are still not confirm yet!"
Do you have to keep reminding us this?
Heard from a staff that Ward 26 is a special ward that either you have something good or something bad,
that they putting you here to remain it/ change it.
After today,
Nadiah agree that she's here to cut down on her "mina-ness",
i'm here to learn to be more "out-spoken" in "mina way".

With the reaction they had yesterday,
i knew it won't be over so soon.
True enough,
it's still a joke brought forward...
Thanks Nadiah for reminding that forgetful Joyce...!

Dad doesn't want me to go for training today,
slept at 0430hrs last night,
so was kind of too tired today...

That's all,
hope tomorrow will be better.
Bye.

Friday, July 02, 2010


Hihi...

Got an unpleasant news early in the morning when i report for work.

R.I.P. MR Tan...
But i think it's a relief for him.

Sometimes it's either we pray they recover or .... if they can't.
Hope Mrs Tan and his family are ok...

Then was touched by conversation of a demented patient and her sister...
It's just heart-warming to see her at least recognising her sister,
and know what's her name.
Joyce says the patient resemble with her granny,
while the patient reminds me to treasure the people around me.

Nadiah and i the accompany Ms Joyce Lim to East Point thinking that she's buying things...
And indeed,
she bought lots of food!
Kind of shock with the way and interval she has to eat...
4 hourly?!
She thought she's on some parameter thing?
Hahaha~
Then while we are having some desserts,
Joyce and Nadiah were really bad to laugh at me about my bad experiences with the birds.
Joyce even teared!
How horrible can that be!!!!

Training again tomorrow,
not sure if i should GO AND SIT again...
Shall decide tomorrow.. [later]

That's all,
bye!!

Friday, July 02, 2010

Yours Truly
Xanthe Lin Huixian
Leo
Female, 22
Staff Nurse
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Finds it difficult to start conversation with a newly-made friend aka stranger.
Usual 1st impression by others: "Dao", arrogance, fierce, cool
So if you're able to see the other side of me as 1st impression, lucky you!
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