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Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Hihi... I don't really like work today. Not sure if it's because of Tuesday black. Got "irritated" by someone and i have my reason for being upset by you. And i see how people contradict themselves by saying what others shouldn't do, yet they are doing the same thing. Thanks for reminding me, i'm now keeping myself away from the staff. Moreover, when they play too much, they're not aware that what should or shouldn't be said. I don't understand, i'm just trying to treat everyone nicely, why do i get that kind of remarks from you?! I haven't been training for nearly a month!!! It's not a good thing to watch people do what you like to do. For those who thought i'd enjoyed myself sitting there watching, YOU ARE WRONG! It's like looking at your favourite food when you're sick, and therefore you can't eat them. That's all i guess, hope Sarniyah's throat is better, and Hannah's eye. Bye~
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Hihi... Half day for work today, but i work till 1300hrs. Ward sister request cause there will be only 1 EN later in the shift. So have to answer the same question over and over again from PM staff. "You working alone today?" Then at 1300hrs, "Why you still here? Don't want to go home?" Actually i think i'd start to like the ward alittle. Think that's all, bye.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Hihi... Quite okay with today's working staff... As in they are those who will talk to new staff, unlike those who will show black faces.. However, She and me abit cannot "tahan" ____. For me, usually i don't dislike someone, but rather he/her character. So the thing i doesn't like was that "fake-ness". Here ____ was saying how much the other person had been bullying ____, and how much they'd quarrel. But all that she and me see was _____ is enjoying herself! And almost every time when ____ come to us, ____ will be asking where is she. Why? I understand no matter how unhappy we're, we must smile when we see our patients. That's a no choice "fake-ness". But to our friends and collegues, aren't we suppose to be truthful? I don't know but that's one of my principle - no lying! I agree with Nadiah that we are just new staff, no matter what, there should still be a boundary line between us and the old staff. Maybe that's the reason why we couldn't understand ____. And that's also why i still don't really dare to talk much with them. Furthermore, it's also one of my character. OH! I think the world is really small... I was staying very near to my preceptor. Just 2 blocks away, yet i had never seen her. They still say now you cannot go out with your boyfriend. Hmm.. That's all. bye!
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Hihi... Half day for work today. Thought i will enjoy the day, enjoy working with the people, but it turns out bad. Was split by "Favourite No.1" to different ENs. I was paired up with Jess, Sarhiyah with Joyce and Nadiah with "Favourite No.1" At first still ok, Jess and me work quietly and talk when it's time to talk. Then Sarhiyah came in to borrow things, like kind of "brighten the day"? [But i don't mean working with Jess was bad.] Ha~ Cause when she comes in, we will talk nonsense for few secs. It's till she suddenly change attittude, doesn't want to talk to us... And i know "J" is kind of playing with "J", and it better be that way, else it's really very bad of "J". But still, just don't like the way "J" treat "J". Same "joke" over and over again? Felt bad for "J" though she like a bit don't care... That's all.. Bye.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Monday, June 14, 2010
Hihi... Went for my 2nd visit to the Chinese Physician.. This time round, not sure if it's because i tell him to be softer, eaten medication or healing... It's less painful... Whereas my baby sister pain till she teared... And me, being the evil sister, kept laughing non stop!!! Hahaha~ Ate 4 hashbrowns... with 2 share with my elder sister... No wonder i'm gaining weight.. Plus no taekwondo for me for few trainings... Oh no!! haha~ Going to work tomorrow... Hopefully sister let me limp around the ward... That's all... bye=)
Monday, June 14, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Hihi... It didn't came out the way i want.. So yup, didn't go for work yesterday, had MC for 3 days... [I don't think it's enough] Spend half of my day visiting GP and Chinese physician... The GP says it may be subluxation... The chinese physician's was terrible!! It's the 1st time i pain till teared! Now my leg can only flex to 90 degree, no lesser than that... Simply means i can't do simple things like leg raise... I don't want my taekwondo life to end here.. When i'm getting all that passion, teaching the new "kids"... Going for my 2nd treatment tomorrow... That's all, Bye.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
Hihi.. Today in ward, there's a SN and EN kept "playing" with me.. I was ok with the SN, but was scared of the EN. So when she went around with me, taking patients' parameters, I was quite tensed up. Then she kept asking, "are you ok..?" In conclusion, they just kept "scarying" me... Today's training, so happy that Sir put me with Jessica to teach the freshies... But.. I injuried myself while teaching... Stupid me...! I think i dislocate my knee joint and it locate back itself. But i guess not really back in place. There's no swelling but my leg has this super tight feeling... Cannot walk properly... Hopefully i can work tomorrow, don't want take MC for this stupid injuries.. Plus it's only working half day... That's all, Bye..
Friday, June 11, 2010
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Hihi.... Today's training, Polo Sir, Pohling and Girlene Mdm not there... And if i'm wrong, [not counting the freshies] black belt only Jessica and me... So we went to teach the freshies... I think so far, working with Jessica was the best! She demo and i shout, then guide the freshies together... I also change my way of teaching today.. Didn't kept correcting them, Only when they kept doing wrong, then i correct... Hopefully they feel ok... That's all.. BYE!
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Monday, June 07, 2010
Hihi... Though still counted as under probation, but still working in ward officially.. We don't really feel welcome in the ward, maybe because the staff still don't really know us. Then know who our preceptors are.. Oh my! I don't know why but i'm worried! Scared will character crash... See all the photos' comments, some really dishearted me. After working hard, nothing in return. Though i always tell myself not to think of the reward after doing things for people, but... I don't know how to say.. To me, even "thank you" boost me alot. But still, there's people like Rayner, John, Jessica, Zante who appreciated. So I thank them for it. Though they may say say only, but i still appreciate it. Aiya.. Don't say le... Sian~ Bye~
Monday, June 07, 2010
Sunday, June 06, 2010
Hihi... Guess this will be a long blog... Friday [040610] Last day of the orientation in CGH... First day for the orientation camp for TKD!!!! Super look forward for that day to come... Had many roles... 1) Photographer. A role that i volunteer for and really like it! Think i had camera with me more than 15hours.... Took lots of photos, some with Rayner..  This is one of the photos i really like! The happy faces that i hope we could create from this camp... 2) Coordinator for team bonding 3) Orientation Night Department: Didn't really help for the preparation, was ask to be MC for the Orientation Night. For people whom had seen me doing presentation should know that i cannot make it one. So i feel i'm like a clown, or even worst cause the freshies don't seems to be entertain by me.. 4) Medic: A role that i asked for... Guess this camp helps me to bring back that passion i used to have for nursing.. And thanks Elaine, the one who fully utilize me for the whole camp. Make me feel useful in the camp. Saturday [050610] Had fire dril in the morning, then amazing race in the afternoon... Went around taking photos... Then had games after lunch.. Was told to teach freshies again... Though i really hope to join in the seniors training, but i think i can't kick much also... Injuries nowadays took months to recover! Didn't really correct the freshies alot this time round. Leave it all to Nicholas... Finally got the chance to play all girls player captain ball.. That's the only time we all get to touch the ball. Cause usually when play with guys, it's impossible. Then had orientation night and lastly night trail. For the night trail, Wenxin, Cath and me were suppose to wear a white plastic mask with torch shinning at the faces. We were station just between Mac and the garden with fish ponds. In the end, only 2 pair of freshies got frightened by us.. Cath fall asleep and was lying in the middle of the garden. And she got more attention from them... Some commented: "Haha~ fail!", "Ey, Xanthe!", some literally ignore us... We kept changing positions and places for different pair but it simply doesn't work... Then i will complain with Wenxin, "Who ask them to rate us?!", "She's suppose to get frighten by us, it's not about recognising us..", "We should just lie down and sleep like Cath"... Sunday [060610] Had water activity... Wasn't wet at all thanks to my camera.. Ha~ cause they cannot wet it. But i guess the seniors enjoy themselves more than the freshies.. They were happily playing among themselves at the later part... Leaving Cath and Me with them... I think it really upsets Cath alot... For me, I'm just upset when some doesn't know when to do/ say the right thing at the right time... Totally forgotten the image we had to protray to the freshies. I very much wants to thank the logistics, especially Eric for working behind the scene quietly.. And felt bad when they kept saying he kept sleeping.. Don't they remember Eric stay up whole night for friday? Other than that, had lots of fun and most importantly, BONDING and getting TOGETHER are what i love the most! Seeing the smiles and listening to the laughter from the freshies makes me feel all the tireness are nothing. Of course, when i see them got injuried during games, especially during the team fortress. There's one scene that really tramatised me and till now i'm still feeling that heartache... Subsequently, need to look out for anything that may cause it to happen again.. Overall, I simply love my kids.... Had relapse injury again... Especially my back that's caused by doing sit up at hard surface during the previous orientation camp 1 year ago. This time walking also hurts, so i was kind of less active during the later part of saturday. And had to sleep facing down to avoid pressing on the sacral. Some people still say i sleep in a way as though i doesn't need to breath. Ha~ That's all, Bye!
Sunday, June 06, 2010
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