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Saturday, September 26, 2009
Hihi... It was my last day in SACH yesterday.. Had talk in the afternoon, met Ms Cindy... Though i know she'll be there, but still surprised and happy to see her... When i finally found a seat for myself, I turn to where Ms Cindy's seat. She looks like she was waiting to communicate with me.. So we had some communication with "hand signals"... And... Though i can't bear to leave the place, but i still had to... Told 2 of my patients that it will be my last day just before i passed my report... So it sort of affect my emotion, and i cried a while before passing my report... Had photos taken with the afternoon and night shift staffs... I'm really going to miss them... SN San Dar, SN Myiat, SN Lim, EN Maricel, AN Yiyi, PCA Hailda... Thank you for helping me, teaching me, play with me, befriend with me... Bought biscuits and chocolates for them... Of all the attachments i had gone for, this attachment can be the most memorable one. Especially when this one have no chinese against muslim, SN against EN, etc... As for the CI, other than the last one... they are both fantastic CIs.. One is fun, outgoing, supportive.. While the other is quiet, soft spoken yet equally supportive. This attachment has the best combination of everything! Today, suppose to have another talk about wound care... But no one is going... Plus i had to go for CCA... I don't want to miss it cause i know and admit that i'm a slow learner.. So i can't miss any sessions... But this time, it was a little different... Together, i started to join in from the beginning, which is choreographing the aerobics.. It wasn't easy, and i guess i had forget most of the steps.. So good luck to me tomorrow!!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Thinking back, why do i have to be so upset by just that bad remark... Today, other than that patient who kept calling me to stay by her side, there's also patients who praises me.. Erm.. i'm not trying to be thick-skin.. Just saying something to make myself feel better. So.. For those who think i'm being "hao lian, "action".. forgive me..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Hihi... I know it's not good. But please let me vent my anger here before i vent on a human being. I had never encounter this thing since year 1 attachment! Today, I was visible in the ward at 12.40pm, then i started to bring pt. to toilet... At 1plus, CI Evelyn came and talk talk talk.. None of the afternoon STAFF NURSE saw me, but the EN did. 1.30pm, we went down to attend nurse educator's talk about Emergency. Then look after the pt. at seminar room as the ITE had performance. Went back to the ward, then Ms Evelyn want to meet us. Went back at 5.50pm. Then help the pt. to toilet again cause i can barely see the SN and EN around. I don't dare to go for my break at 6pm cause i know i did nothing much today. I help the AN chart the I/O chart so that she can go for her break. But SN San Dar was good enough to rush me to eat at 6.45pm. I went back ward by 7.10pm. By then, all the medication was given. But bed 416 wasn't back, so i can wait for hers. B416 was only back at 8.10pm, so i rushed to get her IMR. Till then, SN Feng Yan was still ok with me. Then B412 call for me even when SN Feng attend to her. so i approach B412, Then SN Feng says " Nah! she's here!" Subsiquently call bellsss rings and i attended cause the EN and AN busy changing diaper. Just help to bring pt. to toilet and change diaper. Barely see SN San, SN Feng giving IV. By the time i went back to see what i can write for B416, it was already written by SSN Lew. Then SN Feng say in a not very nice tone, "Aaa.. you write for B416already?!" So i tell her SN Lew write already. Then she shouted, "should be written by you!" and walk away. I was stunt! Why does she have to shout! SSN Lew immediately turn back and help me see what i can still write. My arms were already in severe pain the whole day. Pushing pt. to toilet is a problem for me already. Still i got to take your shouting. I really don't know what i had done wrong. Is it just because the pt. want to talk to me instead of you or because i did not write my report. OR because i'm not in the ward. Looking at the "schedule" i had, how am i possible be in the ward. And you mean writing report is more important then answering the call bells. And it's not that i doesn't want to write! On the way home, nearly cried because i felt that i was scolded for nothing. Ting Darling tap on my shoulder. the only thing i can do is to wave, bye and faster go off. If i knew these things is going to happen on me today, I die also won't change shift with her.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Hihi.. Friday [18/9/09] My last day in New Horizon Centre. Forced to play mahjiong with my patients. It was so stressed cause i don't dare to win, and some of are rather hot-tempered. Then sent my patient off to their transport to bring them home. My patient doesn't talk much, so most of the time i was the one talking. But i'm not good at talking. I told her that it was my last day today, encourage her to continue exercising. She kept quiet, nod her head, and went up the van. Before the van went off, she wave her hand and bid goodbye. At that moment, i almost cried. That's the 1st time she initiate an action. Somehow, i feel she's a little sad. I'm not sure if she can remember me. Somehow, i'm always someone who got forgotten very fast. Not sure how long my Poly friends can remember me. Hai~ Hopefully Mdm Ee can remember me. Oh ya! Guess what?! Last night, i had a weird dream. I was in the SACH toilet, when i came out from toilet, i saw Ms Janet, Ms Allison and Rabia. Rabia was talking to Ms Allison. I was shock when i saw Ms Allison. Ms Janet then tell Ms Allison i still don't dare to talk to her. HA~ This like what the chinese always say, " You'll dream of what you think in the day. " But never mind, I'm going back SACH soon. though is Ms Evelyn Tan taking us, but going back is good enough.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Hihi.. Today is tthe 1st day of HSE posting. To be honest, I don't like the place and the staff. When i'm there, i kept thinking of SACH's staff, patients, friends and CIs. The staff as compared, wasn't as helpful as SACH's. Place wasn't as comfortable as SACH. The time is super difficult to pass. CIs - I really do miss both Ms Janet and Ms Allison. I even tell my friends that if there's a choice, I'd rather talk to Ms Allison than going there. Watched "Ming Xin Zhi Gong Dui". It's a chinese variety program that feature artist volunteers going to the 3rd world country to help the needy. At 1st, i watch the show because i always wish to go 3rd world country to do voluntary work. But i always don't like to watch the last part. Because it will show the volunteers leaving the place, then the tears on the faces. I hate farewell!! Be it permanent [live and death] or temperory. The previous farewell was yesterday, with my CIs. Then next week, with my patients and SACH staffs. I remember i'll always cry at the last day of attachment. The reason: Farewell! Hai~ I'm getting more and more emotional. Moday, I went back to school to collect the class diaries. On the way home, I read what i wrote for Erlina to see what i can continue. And i almost cry. I sms Erlina to let her know, but she didn't reply :( Mixed feelings..
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Hihi.. Today, had a performance for the patients in SACH. I don't know about others, but to me, there's lots of touching moments. I felt that though we did fairly okay for the performance, but most of the patients do enjoy very much. Especially, towards the last part, when I help Rabia keep an eye on her "grandpa". He was eating and looking at the performance, while i'm looking at his hot tea. Other than feeling afraid that the tea may spill onto him, i'm looking at how he uses his eye power to feel what we are doing as he has hearing impaired. Then was Ms Janet's speech. Another touching moment when she summaries the days that we work hard for this performance. I felt that we are strangers of different races, classes, characters working together to make the performance the best that we can. Though at times we may dislike some attitudes of a particular person. But when everything comes to an end, you will kind of forget about the bad, and remember only the nice memories. It's also my last time seeing them. 1) Ms Janet: Taught us to be gracious. And everytime when she sees us, she greeted us "Good morning" with that big smile she always has. I think i'll miss her and the times where i'd adjust her attire. I must say that we're definitely fortunate to have her! Because she makes our attachment "STRESSLESS" She maybe the next Mdm Ee, but the more outgoing and funny version. 2) Ms Allison: I think i've to apologise to her, for writing her until so bad in previous description [but that's the 1st impression of her] Today, during the one - to - one evaluation, was the 1st time i've talk so much with her. Before i went in, [Rabia still reminds me to smile. But Rabia, I almost cry in front of her again.] Last time was due to shock, scared, frightned. This time, was about the comforting and encouraging reminders. And her comments was like Ms Cynthia Ngian. I can't deny, but i guess the 1st impression has changed for the better, and i may not run away from her. In conclusion, i'd like to change the previous description: "CIs this time was.. good and not very good" to "CIs this time was.. fun and good"
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
Hihi.. On sunday, celebrated birthday for dad. But that's not the point. I've receive a "compensate" birthday message, so it's not counted as belated message. AUNTIE AMELIA HENG PEI BOON, AH SHOU [could you pls remember your nick. HA~] She sent me 19 messages.. ALL DIFFERENT ONES! Some are funny, some touches you, some are sweet, some are encouraging... And the only promised i can do is to meet up!! Because i'm afraid that you people will forget me, just like my secondary school friends... :'( Anyway, On night shift on wednesday and thurday. So today is an off day. But it still looks as though i have worked for today. It's a good experience especially when you have good SN and AN, they won't make your night boring and miserable.. I do like night duty, but for now, it's a little difficult for me. In rehab. hospital, there's more of changing diapers in the night than morning. And when your hands have lots of cracks, it's crazy pain! I have 4 plasters on my hands, but still not enough to cover all. Can't cover all or the nurses may stop me from doing things. Did some drawings WHEN I'M FREE, which means i got to stop on and off when call bells rings...  
Friday, September 11, 2009
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Hihi... I know i have not been updating, and it's kind of obvious.. So i have so much to blog.. Hmm... but where to start? 1) My birthday and it's celebration.. Ok.. There wasn't surprises, but there's touching moment. That's for sure... There's a mixed of feeling when receiving the various presents from my friends. The mins before my birthday, got 19 messages from Joey and Amelia... Joey's was really full of thoughts, as the 19 messages are all different, whereas Amelia's was all the same. [Which i thought she make a mistake] 3 super-heros': I like the dress.. It's like our friendships, maybe plain, but i like it. The characters from "The Journey to the West": they bought me PUZZLE, which was what i love. Then it was about A&E, that's another.. SO.. LOVIN' IT! IRA's group: They gave me a card with lots of cows pic. at the front. Like it especially when they use the way they used to call me.. -- Then Grace Da Jie and May May bought me a hp chain. Had been showing it to my clique, think they'll be jealous. HA! Yin's: He do bought what i like. TV Drama... and a... which now become dry flower already. Sweet of him. Cath's: See the thoughts. Got goosebumps when i saw my picture.. Then when to eat with my clique. It was a touching and "tap flowing" session. We got to know each other more and i hope AT LEAST, they can still remember me for the next few years. Cause they are the people who gave me the courage to have friends again. I'm sorry to say this, but when i read blogs and some web of my friends from sec, they kind of already forget me. This make me feel that no matter how much i do, i'm just nothing to them. 2) Ending of Poly's life. Does this hint that there's lots of photo taking sessions. HA~ I'm definitely going to miss all my friends and lecturers.. like MDM EE!! ha~.. [ok Honey, i know..] MS Cindy too. Then was MDM Asma, Ms Cynthia Ngian. Some lecturers do make me cry, [*wink* Rabia] She say that's because these lecturers have huge impact on us. I can't denial that Ms Cindy is a good lecturer who I FEEL she really care for us. Mdm Asma, my 1st CI, and i'm still going to remember her. She care for her students, will remind them to eat and rest. Ms Cynthia, good in a sense that she teach us, and ALWAYS VISIBLE, unlike some CI who comes for few mins and disappear. I wonder how they are going to mark us. My lovely NR0722. We made the best group 22.. 3) Exams was over! I know i haven't been studying, so finger cross... Hope i can pass all my modules.. PLEASE!!! 4) Exams over which means attachments and holidays had came, or are coming. Attachment now is at St Andrew Community Hospital. The staff there reminds me of my 1st attachment at CGH, ward 46. Not only they are nice and friendly, of of the SN resembles with the ward 46 staff. Working there is very different from the acute ward. CIs this time was.. good and not very good. Ms Janet Chua and Ms..[went to check] Allison Tan. Ms Janet, still funny with her type of jokes, comfortable to talk to, you will tend to take her as a friend, though i'm not close to her now. But just when i thought we are so lucky to have good staff and CI.. MS Allison came into picture. Not that she's not good, just that she gave me the feeling of Ms Cynthia Ngian, which i'm afraid of. I almost cry when she talks to me.. She said today that she will make me talk by the end of the attachment, and this was alike to Ms Cynthia. Pray hard that i'll do will. * Working in hospital now, you got to put on mask. Not really cool. When you breathe out, there will be warm air forming vapour. Not sure if i'll get more pimples after that. Think that's about it. Can't think of more to type.. Bye.
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
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