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Monday, October 27, 2008
Things that i'm still learning to be: ~ accept people for who they are. :] ~ change myself first before i change others; -----> so in this case, will people think i'm not who i am anymore, and start leaving me? -----> then why is there a saying, 'be who you are?' ~ believe that '人之初，性本善, ... ' ~ don't get angry too easily -----> haha, this one happen only at home & ft. ~ forgive people who like to act. -----> lan ren tells me that these people just doesn't want people to know their true colour. Had done 95%: ~ tell the truth only; -----> haha.. for this one also, the remaining 5% mostly happen at home. Had tried my best to do 70%: ~ protect my friends and family from external and internal harm, stress or unhappiness: -----> mostly is due to my stubborness, secrety, unsecure or thought too fancifully. -----> thought that i'm protecting them, but actually indirectly causes others to dislike them. anyway, my friend don't seems to be happy these few days.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
Firstly, have to thanks all those who care for me. knowing that i look fine, but still come forward or message me to see how am i. although till now i still don't know why some of them know what happen, but still, thank you very much: C'maine baobei , Erlina, Grace da jie, Joey, Js, Leesa, Liyan, Luping, Mariam, May ping, Ting darling, Wan xuan, Yingying thank you for all your care and concern. i'm fine already. not feeling ____ and ___ that often le. for those who still don't know what happen, didn't mean to keep it from you, but i survive from that, so don't think what's big deal to let the whole world know. Secondly, today is shimei's birthday.. she's 18 years old le... so assume that she'd become more mature. able to take care of herself. but still, she's only 18 years old... so i assume that she's still equally beautiful and cute. haha!!! don't know who i'm refering to, right!  OH!!! don't be shock!!! it's you!!!hahaha....  hope we can stay like this forever... miss you!!!! that's all... haha... although i'm 18 years old... but i'm still bad at using words and actions... so, pardon me...
Monday, October 20, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
COOL MAN!!. today 16th oct 2008, i got into my first _ _ _- _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _... but seriously hope it's the last time... so unpleasant... but i actually went to school and even played badminton after that...
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
i'm just who you see. i may be straight forward, that's because i don't know how to say sweet stuff that people hope to hear. i talk and joke when i have things to say, that's why you'll see my happy side. the joker or clown. shut up when nothing comes to my mind, that's why you'll see my emo- side. the mute or deaf. sometimes i just like to keep quiet and don't smile, because that's more like me. thinking back, my poly's classmate actually got to know the real ME really fast! as fast as the 1st day of school. the oreintation day.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Sunday, October 05, 2008
i just don't understand why when someone choose something and keep complaining!! i'm getting irritated. just want to tell you: life's like that. we can't choose the setting and all that, of what we want. but if you can choose what you want, don't complain. if you want to complain, fine! like me, i do complain. lot's of times. but it's not that you complain the same thing many many times. do you understand? went for family gathering today. cause my aunt and uncle come back from australia to visit us. today, i really like my aunt. she's so good and sincere!!
Sunday, October 05, 2008
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