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Friday, June 27, 2008

last day in gynae ward.
many of my patients were discharge today. happy that they can go home, but at the same time, i misses them.
although i'm warn many times not to put in too much feelings, but accidentally,i still did it.
today was afternoon shift. finish my work at 9pm, but left the ward at 10pm. cause talking to the patient.
the patient gave me an apple, and i took photo with her.
we name each other husband and wife, and i'm the husband.
actually, didn't expect a 40 plus year old mother to play with me. but she look really young.




[maintenance in progress]

new lesson for me:
allow people to make their decision when you give them options, and accept it.
when you're unhappy with their decision, you're not accepting their decision.

Friday, June 27, 2008

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

today, in hospital, after report was passed, was brought to see preterm baby. she is only few weeks old and 90g.
at first, the very first moment when i see her, i think she's really cute. few seconds later, i was really sad. afterall, she's an aborted baby.
after this, i went to my cubical to talk to my patients; 1 old lady, and another young Vietnam lady. chatting with the old lady was not a problem as she can speaks chinese. but for the Vietnamese, she could only speaks super simple chinese. there's one time when i need to ask if she bleeds, i had to think of things to replace blood, and that is 'red red'...

at around 1400hrs, staff nurse wants me to ask 1 of my patient whose going for operation if she needs a drip.
in the end, this china patient of mine 'reply' me with another question.
at 1445, got to prepare her for operation. she's really anxious about it. i tried to calm her by saying 'it's alright, try to think that you can finally eat after the operation.' then she was like, brighten up.
just after she left for operation, i started to feel sad, and almost cry. can't believe it as i only contact with her for less than 4 hrs. hope i can see her tomorrow.

don't know for what reason, my CI- cum- ward clinician loves to imitate me, but i don't find it similar to me

i bought 2 big packs of chips. she know- i know- but you guys don't know why...
hmm. tired le. bye

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

i'm so ... ...YPPAH!!!!

1) late for attachment, cause the ward's clock is 10 mins faster than universal's
2) having serious tuesday black
3) can't merge with the surrounding, it's bad when you can't communicate
4) there seems a barrier between my old school mates and me. i think i've did what i can, as according to my present character, to start a conversation

i think i'm walking backwards.. back into the 'ancient tomb to meditate'....


Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Thursday, June 19, 2008

i think the boredom in holidays has brought my mood... down. really down...
it got worst when i read someone's blog about finding a true friends.
chatting to someone online can even brings my spirit down too. but i guess, it's just my problem. it's not that she has brought down my spirit, it's just that my spirit couldn't be bring up by her.
i'm not here trying to spoil the mood, but rather, to talk.

hope attachment can brighten up my day...


\smile/

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Finished quite a lot of ICA presentations and test.
Did quite badly for the presentations, which means i have to score well for paper.
score well in papers = tough work for me...
A margin pass for my lab practical test. examiner even said i score 50 plus... :(
then lab theory test was never a easy paper for me. [score F regardless of rain and shine for the pass 2 semesters] then the marker still say our class got 2 failure... ~.~(sob)
Bio. lab test tomorrow... hope i pass.... cause this time, although i drew, which i did for every bio test... but i didn't study the notes!!! can tell when revising with amelia and erlina that i'm losing out.. cause i only know where is renal cortex... bless me!!!

didn't talk to her for the pass few days, or weeks... i'm sorry but i have my own barriers to cross over...

4 more ica (s), 2 more exams, 1 month of attachment... hai...
then still got religious camp, actually i decide not to go for religious camp.. then they say must be responsible...anyway, i'm not joining the next time... hurray!!! give me time to rest pls!!!

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Yours Truly
Xanthe Lin Huixian
Leo
Female, 22
Staff Nurse
Puzzle-lover
Potato-lover
Finds it difficult to start conversation with a newly-made friend aka stranger.
Usual 1st impression by others: "Dao", arrogance, fierce, cool
So if you're able to see the other side of me as 1st impression, lucky you!
Blogging habit/ choice of words' color: Red[Extremely happy/ excitement]
Pink[happy], purple[unhappy], blue/black[Upset]


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