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Friday, February 29, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL 29FEB BABIES~!!!!
WISH YOU GUYS AND GIRLS ALL THE BEST~!!! CHEERS!!


Had been a week since i started my attachment... it was rather tiring, but i like it....
Felt that maybe i was tired of this career on monday... But i was wrong, i am still currently enjoying myself... hope i can persevere and graduate from this line... Atikah (one of the EN-to-be) told us that never give up, as it's not worth it...

My lecturer came only on the third day of the attachment, because her child is sick...
She judge people on her first impression rather than observe for a while. At first, i don't really like her, as she's too serious compared to the first lecturer. However, today, i thought that she's not as bad as i think. She does teach and guide us along. Till now, she's still seeing me from the her first impression. She will always make sure i answer her with a 'yes' rather than nodding of head. Hope i will think better of her after the attachment, otherwise i will be always running away from her.

oh ya, one of my favourite aunty went home today... and another whom i am put to feed her through NG tube went back to her nursing home. CONGRATULATION AUNTIES!!

Friday, February 29, 2008

Sunday, February 24, 2008

i suddenly thought of something... [again, i'm not pin pointing anyone, just saying what i'm thinking]

remember i once written something similar to this in my post?
when you do something [i'm referring to something that is good] : do it with your heart. don't ask or think for any repay.. Because if you ask for repay, and it wasn't what you want, you will feel not worth it or miserable.
it's told to me by my grandma. i believe it because i've gone through before. Sometimes, when you doing that thing, you wasn't thinking for the repay at first. E.g., when you clean the house secretly, you will feel very satisfied. But when someone accidentally knows it, you then hope that the person at least say something good about you. And when that person doesn't, you'll get upset

one of my true experience:
when i'm still young, i do the housework and get compliment from my mum. Slowly, i do it just for the compliment. And when my mum felt that i'm dependent, she stops complimenting me. Then, i felt it wasn't worth it. why am i the only one doing, when my elder sister doesn't need to do. I'm angry. I stop doing the housework.



It's really difficult to do it. But when you really could do things without any 'hope', you will feel really satisfied.

Sunday, February 24, 2008


hello!!! i'm bored ok!!! BORED!!!! i should be enjoying my holiday instead, but i'm not enjoying.... :(



okay.... i gonna think positive positive positive despite of the negative things coming on and on... i'm just going to think it serve me right... being punishment or what... i had been loosing my things!!!

being someone in the center was never easy..!!! example:: when elder sis quarrel with mum, who are you going to support man!!!! guys, please tell me when you are quarreling and i shall leave the house!!!



Hai, being positive is so difficult!!! i need someone to talk to!!!!

maybe i'm just too straightforward...
or i'm always beating around the bush, but hope people to get my hint, they don't!!! [ hai ya, your hint are too into your religious - type, people won't understand what you are thinking..]


am i really boring, or am i lonely? [hai ya, serve you right la.]
some times i'm thinking that i'm giving some stupid comments just because i want to look 'i understand what you mean'.


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PEACE WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


question:
1. do you understand yourself?
2. what you actually want?
3a. is all what you doing according to what you mean?
3b. does they indirectly cause harm, trouble, stress to other people?





Sunday, February 24, 2008

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

ok... first thing first... exxams... make me crazy until i don't even know how to spell...haha...
i really think i don't know how to study leh... how come people can understand what the lecture notes is saying when i can't... i failed to study hard, well and hard&well... hence i guess i'm not going to do well.. which means, forget about A, B+ and B.. maybe even C+... hai..

then it was 14 Feb... went to watch movie with YY ['the king's bro']...we went late because i need to help my jie jie's bf give her surprise...then need to let her leave the house 1st before he can secretly enter the house...she left home late, therefore he came in late and therefore.... we are late for movie!!!
when we reach the cinema, we have to cross 2 tall people whose legs are super long... so embarrassing... we watch Jay's movie which i thought it copied quite a lot from the original 'one'.. but some part is really funny or rather, cute?!
then went to dinner then to park then to my house... i didn't gave him anything but he bought things for me... a ring and a HOT PINK wallet.. i somehow find the wallet a little a_u_n_t_y.. but i still use it la.. cause it's pink and i need a wallet with coin's department and, ......................... it's from YY...





then serious matter [pls view at your own risk, as you maybe irritated or whatsoever]:
1) saw shimei at bus interchange before exam...
my feelings: of course super happy la!!! turn and wave goodbye to her more than 7 times in less than 30secs. [mind you, it's alot when you boarding the bus, or you can try. you need to turn to the back but making sure you did not step on the person in front]

2) my mum is finally back home.. had been doing the cooking this few days, shorten my study time. must be wondering why my elder sis never everyday study, also cannot cook for us right?!?! I'M WONDERING WHY TOO...!!!

3) [it's causing another problem to me]

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Happy Chinese New Year!!! i'm still yawning by now... haha.. haven't been sleeping well this few days.

new year eve::
went grandma's house to eat...
then went to pray...
went home and stay awake till the next day afternoon 5pm...
(reason: people say, children staying awake[ shou ye] can help to add parent's life?? ).. haha
then slept around 4 hrs and wake up to eat dinner...

new year::
this year is more special. got to go hospital to visit granny. she's back to hospital :( .. 2 days ago when we visit her, my sis lynn and i decide to buy the balloon that got N gas inside (those balloons that can fly with a string).. we bought her a smiling face one... then she will keep telling us that the nurse who walk pass will comment about the balloon...

2nd day of new year (08/02)::
did nothing much ba... can't really remember...
then need to stay awake again from 12midnight to 8am the next day... this time wasn't as easy.
cause 1stly, not at home, cannot watch tv... 2ndly, the joss sticks used really produced lots of smoke.. my eyes somehow was forced to closed... But in the end, i survive by playing Sudoku, phone's games and Rubik's cubes...

3rd day of new year (09/02)::
went home.
slept after watching 1 hr of shows...
wake up at 3pm...



that's all... hope my friends are happy!!!
JMM... enjoy the holidays!!! our war (exams) are coming soon!!!

Saturday, February 09, 2008


Happy Chinese New Year!!! i'm still yawning by now... haha.. haven't been sleeping well this few days.

new year eve::
went grandma's house to eat...
then went to pray...
went home and stay wake till the next day afternoon 5pm...
(reason: people say, children staying awake[ shou ye] can help to add parent's life?? ).. haha
then slept around 4 hrs and wake up to eat dinner...

new year::
this year is more special. got to go hospital to visit granny. she's back to hospital :( .. 2 days age when we visit her, my sis lynn and i decide to buy the balloon that got N gas inside (those balloons that can fly with a string).. we bought her a smiling face one... then she will keep telling her that the nurse who walk pass will command about the balloon...

2nd day of new year (08/02)::
did nothing much ba... can't really remember...
then need to stay awake again from 12midnight to 8am the next day... this time wasn't as easy.
cause 1stly, not at home, cannot watch tv... 2ndly, the joss sticks used really produced lots of smoke.. my eyes somehow was forced to closed... But in the end, i survive by playing Sudoku, phone's games and Rubik's cubes...

3rd day of new year (09/02)::
went home.
slept after watch 1 hr of shows...
wake up at 3pm...



that's all... hope my friends are happy!!!
JMM... enjoy the holidays!!! our war (exams) are coming soon!!!

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Yours Truly
Xanthe Lin Huixian
Leo
Female, 22
Staff Nurse
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Potato-lover
Finds it difficult to start conversation with a newly-made friend aka stranger.
Usual 1st impression by others: "Dao", arrogance, fierce, cool
So if you're able to see the other side of me as 1st impression, lucky you!
Blogging habit/ choice of words' color: Red[Extremely happy/ excitement]
Pink[happy], purple[unhappy], blue/black[Upset]


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