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Friday, October 27, 2006
today,did maths only ... hai. shi mei help me to solve something that is happening physically, but i thought it was mentally.. reason: i was giddy and therefore everything is confusing to me.. make sense? really wish i can pass my o's... then i can buy myself something... what present..?. (!!elzzup) this few days love to write things from the last letter, thinking that people won't understand, but in the end, they still can understand.. maybe should try scrabble word..(usern) ya la... so weird that i got to be perfect... i also human leh.. i'm not perfect!! i maybe not showing it at the outside that i'm fine/happy, but i'm still bleedding.. when i finally shed my tears, it's means that i'm already out of control... but at least i did do my best to control myself.. (eosd yoanne dstdnaruen ieisjh??) -- gihtral jiiseh tsuj puutsh get to work, iiahuxn!!
Friday, October 27, 2006
Thursday, October 26, 2006
today went to play something at meow meow's house... afterall, shi mei's 'pai ping' is good.. never study.actuall the mood in school not very good... but after that.. still ok la who dare to say i can pass my o's, raise your hand.. blue.. blue .. blue.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
heavy rain, heavy feelings.... today countdown for the o's and found out that i had only 5 days to my 1st paper... and 12 days to SS paper(which need lots of memorising).. but i have yet to study any chapter... :( dead..
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
today got to study alone... hai, so did i studied? we are once two unlike poles, but the problem is, we are not steel... therefore, the force of magnetism came quickly and goes quickly... the only thing that can help is a piece of magnet: who's the magnet?
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Monday, October 23, 2006
please allow me to grumble before start on anything.... here's the only place i can grumble: (why do i had to be bullied everyday.... everyone just love to bully me or 'laugh' at me.... guys: you're sick!! can stop it?!? (hai..that's the loudest i can sound) think yesterday is the happiest day and the FEW more happy day i got only.. everyday was a blue day... [Lynn: think you the best : ) never bully me] can you accompany me for a vacation after my o's ? Whose the culprit for all this ?!
Monday, October 23, 2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
today, the best day for this month!!! we had sort things out. shimei i told you, afterall, human hearts is still good, not evil! (pls rmb to return me the heart!) but the bad thing is that i going to fail my ss.... haven't study for it yet, another word: die! jenny, you right .... mum was indeed irritating.... everything also want to know, kept nagging. i think i haven't get back my result, will first flood by her words.... she don't know how to be a good councillor... {ya,.. you are right, i'm not required to know, nor i want to know!! }
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Thursday, October 19, 2006
what is the world becoming now...!!! i don't know how to live on now... it's so confused!!! so have you meet your goal? can you let me go now? why not you just tell me what to do, stop playing pranks on me, to me, it's so childish.... just don't wish to use that word on you, think it's too bad. today went study, but is sort of waste my time. i'm just watching people play basketball. didn't really study. unlike someone who can talk and study at the same time. today practical did lots of careless mistake. i think if can pass also pass by a little... so SICK!! (doesn't know someone can be touched so easily. happy for you!) (i'm so happy today!!! hor maureen!! thanks!!) yeah! be the one with the last laugh as having the 1st laugh doesn't mean anything... right?!
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
human are good at heart one moment, they are evil that's because there are some problems between they will become angel again. I BELIEVE! my character: ~won't let go anything that i treasure easily ~believe everyone is good at heart ~won't give people any title when i don't mean it (so if i say it, i mean it) ~do everything with reason the purpose for posing my character is to let people knows who i am, so if there's any mistake, please tell me. i've think it over, i'm willing to give up. as long as you're happy
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
it's the last year in secondary school.. that's when i feel that all hatred should ends and perfect the secondary school life with harmony. although many people thought all this is rubbish, but i still thinks one should always learn to 'forgive and forget'. some of my friends know and practice it, but some simply wish to let hatred fill their minds... who suffers in the end?? come on la.. grow up.. seriously... i learn from one show, it's say 'letting your enemy touched is better than killing them'. looking forward to hear you saying sorry. today 'officially' graduate... touched by all the msg given by the students...looking at the videos make me think of my most two important people in the school. but they both not beside me during the 'show'. think i'll shed on the announce of results. gave away the souvenir to by father, can't have it anyway.. THANKS TEACHERS! SHIMEI... WHETHER YOU APPRECIATE MY THOUGHTS OR NOT, I'M SINCERELY THANKS YOU GUYS FOR SUPPORTING ME WHEN I FALL. (SALUTE) EVEN IF ALL THIS IS JUST ACTING, I'M STILL GRATEFUL!!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Saturday, October 14, 2006
hey... today is a 'not bad' day. although the weather is bad, which affect me a little... went to the cc in a bad mood.. but went to the toilet and become ... happy ..?? weird right... somehow the toilet (together with toilet bowl) make me happy...i've gotten back my prelim's result.. with a L1R4 20!!! omg, if this was to me the o's result... i'll be dead meat!! today, i've make the biggest decision. if that going to be a bad outcome, which most probably be( but i wish there's miracle), what am i gonna do to myself... i'll cry!!! this few days ate too mush potato... am i getting cancer? cause there's a report saying that all A blood people cannot eat too much potato... so sick.... my favourite is potato chip... never mind, still got bundong. (ar.. lots of rubbish today... stop here.. fullstop.)
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
today went study with meow and shimei... hohoho... they have fun controlling me, i have fun being cared by them... (fun ma?) hey guys, i really did controlled myself, never eat the P__ le... today while resting, there's a middle-aged women suddenly (it was really a sudden) approach me, and tell me that this few days, there ae more people being TOUCHED while massaging... then went to meow and continue complaining and then went off... we paused for a while and continue our conversation. (btw, guys out there, pls control yourself... haha) today wasn't a very good nor bad day in school... shed a while without any specific reason.. meow asked me if i'm alright, and is the first time i'm doesn't know what to reply... but for the time being, i'm fine!! (meow: i'll continue look out for you that man who is always looking at you..) thought this person won't be in school today, but in the end this person came. maybe this person still doesn't know that he had offended someone and continue his life as though nothing had happen... just wondering how come there's people who like this type of people... (just the same theory that no one will likes me :( ) exam is so near but just weird that i still not working hard... where's the key to start my engine?
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Sunday, October 08, 2006
  my sis gave me these cards this morning.... cute right..  there's also some msg on it.. but i doubt you can see clearly.... today went studying and saw two young couple, so cute... the guy looks cute, and the girl looks mature, very mature... but her size is very cute... after dicussing with shi mei, we notice they look like a couple in our school... we came to a conclusion that the two is better than our school one.. jue pei!! today my family all looks very happy... so i also happy.. i think today is a good ending for a week of bad days... yipee!!
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Saturday, October 07, 2006
today is SATURDAY, kept thinking it's sunday. the weather so 'good'. walking in the night seems to be so lonely... especially when you can't see the person in front of you clearer, it's even more lonely. went study with shi mei... quite happy, cause actually managed to study 3 subjects, but understand is another thing. we went shopping after that and crack some jokes that in the end came out to be quite boring after laughing for a while. We went to buy a jacket for myself.... me: black quite nice.. but pink also not bad she: you try la... me: hmm.. salesman: you can try if you want she: see!! give me your bag and try faster, cause it's heavy!! ... .... (tried black (s size), pink(m size) salesman: she likes black is it? she: ya! salesman: cause she fit nicer in pink.. me: (quickly) i also think so... went to the counter and started talking loudly to each other as if we are quaralling.. she: haha.. later we start quarralling in this shop me: then can secrectly take something out.. haha omg, it's ssooo '''funny'''... actually wanted to share the jokes, but now discover only 'dang shi zhe qing'
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Friday, October 06, 2006
not much things to say. i dont't know is i easy to disturb or ..., everyone seems to love to disturb me. somehow everyday i'll get disturb, be it by the guy or girl. zenabI hate you! shimei, so sorry. i know i shouldn't: 1) let you wait so long 2) make you angry..... so sorry, really sorry..
Friday, October 06, 2006
Thursday, October 05, 2006
got back the prelim results... L1R4 over 20!!! can you believe it?! feel like killing myself man... how come all my friends can study so well. same class but results so different. so sick! got the plan for studying yet no motivation to fulfill it. can anyone say something that can really give me the power to start studying! i think even someone was to give me 1 million if i start studying, i'll still don't have the mood, that's how slack i am. leg injuries react again, i think my whole family got weak legs.. 1st is my elder sis, then me, lastly my younger sis.. (jie, did we inherited from mum?) hai.. exam coming, everybody must buck up! good luck! ;) lastly, got back my 'jia zi lian chen'! (the only lucky thing)
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
omg... what happen to me this few days... always bad day one... so sad :( however, everything always get better after school.. why? i'm not suitable in this school?!? this few days, despite on knowing that i need to buck up, and work harder, i was still so lazy... who's out there to motivate me ?! having said that, i still do SOME work, but for people like me, TOO LITTLE.. she came to my house to study again :) kept asking me question... (by the way, if you continue asking, i'll be angry too ) told her that i lost my favourite pencil, she reminded me that maybe nash had took it.. haha.. maybe, got to check tomorrow.. this guy pencil box is always full of other people stuff.. today so tired, so lazy.. zzzz (say this just to end this post :P)
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Monday, October 02, 2006
today got back some results, all bad news :( just don't know what happen to me. sometimes this simply means practice also no use, although passed, but not good enough. a bad day again in school. more frightening results tomorrow... guess i'll be more depressed. or maybe the other extreme of me.. notice someone can still live happily without me, right?! 'shi mei' came to house to study and ... cooked for her instant noodles but was too big bowl for her that she kept complaining. her reason : 'just ate a cheese bread given by a unknown person.' well, a bread does kept someone full for sometimes. she got me a big pack of classic lays which is urgent for me, hmm... quite urgent.
Monday, October 02, 2006
Sunday, October 01, 2006
today got super annoyed by someone.. keep on talking beside my ear, as if she's not seeing me anymore, or not getting the chance to talk to me anymore... study not much today, wasted my time counting down for o'levels, guessing how much subjects i wold fail for the prelim.. feeling so excited, don't know for what?! excited to get the poor results or what.. hai.. just a bad day for me..
Sunday, October 01, 2006
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